Jasmine Pineda and Gino Palazzolo’s love story has taken a turn for the worse on 90 Day Fiancé: Happily Ever After.

On this week’s episode, the legacy TLC couple met with their wedding photographer to see the final shots from their stunning nuptials. What could have been a joyful day quickly turned stormy when Jasmine realized she’s no longer as happy as the bride staring back at her.

“I consider myself a very joyful person, but lately I feel anxious, a lot of stress and loneliness, because this situation with my children is really affecting me emotionally and now physically,” she told cameras.

The result has been an increase in side effects from Jasmine’s alopecia. She noted that her wedding day hair looked better than her current hair — something that made Jasmine emotional.

Her hair wasn’t her only concern, though. Jasmine hoped that by seeing the wedding day photos, Gino would change his behaviors. “Looking at our wedding pictures, he will remember the vows, the promises that he made to me because I don’t feel appreciated here,” she said.

Jasmine shed tears in front of the photographer, and admitted the happy wedding haze hasn’t lasted. “This day I was, I was so happy. I was so hopeful,” she said between tears. “I feel so different right now.”

She stepped away for a moment alone, leaving Gino to assess the photos himself. It’s then that Jasmine told cameras that she’s truly considering a return to Panama, though it would void her K-1 visa. “I feel mad at myself for, for dreaming — for thinking that, you know, that I was going to have like a happy life,” she cried. “That’s not gonna happen. I’m such a failure. I want to go back to Panama, divorce — everything that I promise [sic] for my children just to tell them that it’s not gonna happen.”

The change of heart comes after Gino told Jasmine he doesn’t have the $5,000 to start the visa process for her two sons, who are still living in Panama. Jasmine was under the impression once they wed, their next priority would be bringing her loved ones to America. For Jasmine, it felt like a betrayal that Gino wasn’t willing to hire an immigration lawyer to help with the process, rather than slowly make solo progress.

Meanwhile, Jasmine and Gino have been trying to conceive their own child — though Jasmine has been vocal that their family isn’t complete without her two boys in America.